things that make me cry/throw up
hearing about how successful/smart other people are and then thinking about how much i suck by comparison
do you guys know how many internships with the european council i have? ZERO. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
do you guys know how many postdoc research fellowships i’ve had? NONE.
ya i mean, some people (like my pal jesse) might say “oh no way you don’t want to be a part of that hegemonic shit” and ya i really love/appreciate all of the activism stuff i’ve been a part of lately and it has been really awesome but you know what idk guys i feel like it would make me feel fulfilled and happy and successful and my parents would smile at me and i would have money and everything would be AWESOME if i just worked for the un or something
i think that’s just what i have to do
thats just how i feel sometimes jk a lot of the time
and having a linkedin is not making me feel any better
don’t tell the UN about this blog, guys
